I am sick again this week and I am upset about it. I keep getting sick and when I am not sick I still am not fully better. I don’t think my attempts to make myself feel better by omitting pasta and fruit from my diet is working as my legs are still weak-feeling every day.

I visited a doctor yesterday at the clinic and it was OK. The doctor was nice. He was new to me but he was very patient and was quite encouraging. We’ll. He said that mono sometimes goes on and on when adults get it and that I might just have to wait for it to go away.   He sent me for some blood tests, just is case, but said he’d be surprised if it was actually anything. So bittersweet. He said what I was going through is perfectly normal, so that made me feel better (really!)

I don’t know what to do about dance.